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Annaliese Dreams of Her Long Lost Fiancé and the Night the Hostel Closed Forever

by Chris Cottom

fter locking themselves in, she and Benício climb through the skylight out to the roof, its asphalt afternoon-warm in that hottest of all Ipswich summers. Indignant for the men who now have nowhere, they spit arcs of toothpaste down to the street, shout ‘Solidarity with the dispossessed’ into the silence, attempt to sleep on a grimy mattress above four floors of emptiness. Annaliese weeps for the men they still want to help, with their piss-stiff trousers and cider-soaked breath, their sad rheumy eyes and hair-sprouty ears, their lumpy knuckles and nicotined fingers. At midnight, after making love under a benign Ursa Minor, they talk quietly about their lost boys: about Rob’s throat rattling as he gargled cusses; Graeme grieving for his dog, long-dead or more likely imagined; Del railing at the dyslexia no-one had named. They bandy names for children of their own – Boaz, Milo, Mariella – before pledging anew to bring succour to the needy and hope to the lost from whatever make-do-and-mend shack in whatever locust-stripped shanty town to which God should call them. At dawn, they wash one another pure in the dew, before dressing in angel-white robes delivered by doves. They marry that morning, there on the roof, the men lined up as their guard of honour, booted and suited, brushed and beaming, cheering as they throw carnations before the silk-slippered feet of the bride and groom: Annaliese and Benício, house mother and father to them all.

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Author's Note

When I started Michael Loveday’s seminal novella-in-flash course in 2022, I groaned when he asked me for a 1,000-word deep dive into each of my principal characters, to grill them with questions like Do you feel particularly attached to any treasured objects or mementos? But of course it was incredibly valuable (thank you, Michael) and the completely fictional Annaliese wriggled her way into my heart and took up residence as a permanent lodger. Although I’ve never been drawn to writing dream stories, and have not given any other character a significant dream or extended flight of fantasy, something strange happened here, like I needed to let go for a change. I’ve just re-read my deep dive, which ended up as 2,600 words. It’s helped me understand why Annaliese continues to keep whispering at me.

Chris Cottom lives near Macclesfield, UK. His work features in 100 Word Story, Fictive Dream, Flash Frontier, Gooseberry Pie, Leon Literary Review, MoonPark Review, NFFD NZ, Oxford Flash Fiction, Oyster River Pages, Roi Fainéant, The Lascaux Review, and elsewhere. Find him at chriscottom.wixsite.com/chriscottom

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